I still remember the dream I had about you years ago.

I remember waking up feeling many emotions. I don’t remember what you said but I think it was along “Did you hate me?” lines. That question hit me hard. I don’t hate the NEW version of yourself, but I’ll be honest that you weren’t the old version of yourself that I fell in love with before. I can’t hate you honestly but I just wished that I get to stay with the “old” you longer. You used to treat me right and you loved me with all your heart, I can’t even believe that someone will love me the way you loved me.

The “old” me didn’t deserve you though and the timing wasn’t right. You are stepping to a new bright chapter of your life that doesn’t involve me but you were willing to give up the new chapter just to be with me, at that moment I knew that your love for me was pure and genuine but in the back of my mind I know that I’m not worth giving up your dreams for.

You might think or feel that I hated you because I was pushing you away but please, I acted cold and hateful towards you because that’s the only way that it will be easier for you to let me go than I could think of. I didn’t want to let you go but I want you to go reach your dream even if it is without me, I think you were the first person I had genuine feelings for and I used to curse the universe for breaking us apart.

I’m happy about your life achievements, it means that I shouldn’t regret the decision I made. I’m also grateful that you found a person that will treat you right because you deserve it and unlike me, that person will never bring you traumas. I hope you will keep striving in life my future accountant :)))

FROM…. Your lucky charm