I am bad at expressing myself through words, I’m scared of it because I know that words are not enough, it could be real or not. But this time, I am writing this letter to express how much I love you.
These are the words that I wish I could tell you personally, but even though you’re my boyfriend, just like what I have said, it’s really hard for me to say these words to you personally, because I know that I would fail terribly HAHAHA. When I met you, I remember just being a bit scared to approach you because you look really intimidating, you have these very sharp eyes, that is quite scary, not gonna lie HAHAHA. In my mind, I was scared but I remember vividly how much I want to be close to you. I want to talk to you and know every single thing about you.
I was scared with your sharp eyes but there’s something about it that makes me feel a lot of unexplainable things. You’re the first one to approach me but before you even approached me, I know and I can feel that there’s this connection between us two.
We have differences and there are things in this world that we perceive differently. Fortunately, we handled those differences very well, and we never fought because of those differences, we made those differences as our inspiration to understand each other more. Before I met you, I was a mess, I wanted to give up, honestly I just want to end it all.
I thought I will never have any reasons to continue living, I was just so hopeless. But when I met you, everything changed, I realized that I do have a worth in this world and that is TO LOVE YOU GENUINELY AND WITH ALL OF MY HEART. You’re the reason why I am here, still alive and kicking. You saved me jay, and I will always treasure that.
Your existence is my happiness. I also want to tell you that I’m very proud of you, I want you to know that I’m always rooting for you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAY! WE GOT THIS!
FROM…. Miss uy hehe