You were my first
first love,
first kiss,
first hand hold,
first love letter,
first i love you,

and i spent a long time trying to forget that,
since you were also the first person to completely fucking destroyed me
and the worst part is i love you so much,
but you have the decency to not even ask me how my day is,
or if I’m okay. people ask you if I’m okay,
and you say she just depressed or she’s fine she’s just mad
when usually that’s not the case i just want you to be there for me like I’m there for you.

FROM…. your girlfrend