Do you even remember me? Because it feels like you completely forgot me. For some reason I just can’t help thinking about you all the time. 

I don’t think that I’m still in love with you, well, at least not the butterflies kind of being in love. We have all of these memories. I remember seeing you brushing your teeth, drinking tea, playing guitar, smiling, listening to music all the time, reading, cooking…. And the worst part is that you always looked perfect.

I wish I could go back to seeing you every day. I remember how I literally fell in love with you within a day and now I can’t even see you. What did I do? I think about you every day and it makes me so sad. I just want to hold hands and talk again. The day that I met you I already knew that you would break my heart. 

I want to wear your shirt again. It’s been such a long time since I last saw you and every day of it felt so lonely. I just feel like I’m never going to be able to love someone like I loved you again. It’s honestly so heartbreaking and I don’t know what to do. I just want to see you smile again and hug you. 

I want to hug you so bad. And gosh, we never even dated. We both were too shy and introverted to talk about the feelings. Maybe in another life we’re going to be together. This sounds super dramatic and all but I’m just sad I lost my soulmate.

FROM…. N