Even though we met a year ago. You helped me get through the year. I don’t know what I did and I wish I knew. I wish we could have talk it out. I wish you would come back and text me “Hey chi chi, lets play”, I wish life never got so busy for you. I wish you would respond to me. 

You don’t know how much this hurts me and I don’t know why it’s effecting me so much. Scratch that. I do know why. I wish I didn’t. It hurts so much bc I miss the friendship we have. Bc you’re the person that makes it feel just a little bit better. Even tho I’m married and have a husband. If a soulmate was of friendship that’s what it would be. I’m sorry for whatever I did. 

I wish I knew so I could apologize. However, I don’t think you want it. It’s hurts a lot. You know I had a dream the other night. About you and you coming back and telling me lets play. Then we went to a small village and hung out like any other day. I knew I was dreaming tho. 

However, I hoped that when I woke up you would have messaged me and said that you were upset at me. Because of that joke I made. I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry. About whatever I did. I wish we could play again. I wish we can hang out like we always do. 

I wish you were here talking to me. I wish I didn’t nap that day. It made me incapable in playing the game with you for one last fuckin time. It hurts just to think about it. I feel like suffocating. But thank you. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for dealing with me. Thank you for everything. Have a nice life… I’ll miss you.

FROM…. Chi Chi