I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. There’s so much I need to think about but I can’t bring myself to. I’m too scared. Scared of change, consequences, and circumstances.

Don’t know who to turn to for help. Don’t even if I should ask for help. But who’d understand? My own family doesn’t seem like they might understand. It scares me if I ask them for help. They’ll let me down. I won’t be able to do that. I just need someone but I don’t even know for what.

I feel really helpless and weak now. Will I ever do something in life like this? Crying every night with no solution to my problems? Don’t get me wrong I have so many friends I can talk to if I want, but I’m not sure they’d understand me like I want them to. 

Dear Listener, I don’t know if u can hear me. But if u can, please help.

FROM…. Ed