This is me typing this letter right after I cut off all contacts with you. I can’t handle the thoughts or doubts regarding you anymore. So I tried to test if my doubts about you are correct. As much as I’d hoped that they were only “doubts”, well it turned out true all along.
Damn you were way older than me but you were the one who was acting immature that’s embarrassing on your part. It’s not that hard to be honest about what you feel. You could have spent your time truthfully communicating your feelings instead of wasting your effort and brain cells in lying. I know for a fact that I will live in your mind rent free.
I know that beneath the depth of your facade is that I made an impact on you. I don’t know what went wrong between us and I’m not gonna find the answer to that either. I thought that I’ll be crying in the corner right now after leaving you but I was wrong.
I feel incredibly relieved knowing I kick you out of my life right now. It was as if a big thorn from my chest that I have been carrying for a few months had been pulled out. I feel light and happy without you anymore. If I have known that it will feel this wonderful after ending things with you, I should have done it earlier to be honest.
PS: You should work on your lying skills it sucks and act your age xx
FROM…. The one that will live in your mind rent free