SORRY, you must have hoped that the content would be something you expected, related to a job/scholarship or something. I dont care you will read until finish or maybe you not open this email i just want to story telling.

THIS IS A CONFIDENTIAL, VERY PRIVATE LETTER PLEASE DO NOT SHARE IT TO ANYONE. I’M BEGGING YOU.

Hi,
I wrote just for closure. Please, this is so SHAME. I have never do this before, even tho for my bf… This is TOTALLY SO EMBARASSING, and I feel SO guilty for doing this. Like cheating???? BUT I have to do this, and I just want to let you know about my feelings.

Sorry also if it’s a bit of gajelas with the language. I’ve never written a letter or even confessed to someone.. NEVER! And congrats, you are the first, and I hope once in a lifetime just like this😂

Do you remember how close we were but now look, I can’t even be in touch with you (it was my mistake), since that day, I can’t feel very happy. The end of 2020 was my best year. I may be a woman who has a different life from you but look at my happiest when I’m with you and our friends, and ya I can’t reach it anymore. And you wonder who the mysterious person who gave you the janji jiwa is? YA, THAT WAS me! I always thought that I owed you favor for giving me happiness. Yes, I’m broken inside and outside, and ya, here are you to repair to cover the pain of my-ngawang-life. I remember ALL TO WELL the moment we used to spend together

And for the first time, I’ve found the male version of me, which was YOU. We have some energy, you may disagree with my opinion but it’s just my mind, ok? When we are having chitchat together, laughing together, or having time together, I felt my limitless happiness. AND I swear I have never felt this feeling anymore. Actually, in the past, I could may ‘force’ us to do more than this, but I think some things are not caused because I used to think I didn’t want to waste my time (I mean only feel by myself). But, we were something, did we?

Well, I don’t know how to explain more, but I have million thousand words that I want to say to you. Indeed, since a long time ago, when we still met a few times, I felt like I wanted to say EVERYTHING, but I thought it would ruin the situation and be quite weird. I never want to avoid you, but the conditions make me do this (i hope you understand). Also i can understand too your ex’s can’t forgot you, you have a beautiful soul and skills for making people happy. For me, it was the stage of my highest happiness!

And for the last, I want to thank you very much for giving me a life of laughter. I really appreciated what we’ve been thru on past day. Sorry for the WEIRD LETTER.

PLEASE DO NOT REPLY TO ME. I DON’T WANT TO FEEL WEIRD; PLEASE BANGET. If you want to share to your social media go-ahead, please DO NOT FULL OF MY LETTER JUST A GLIMPSE, some of them will know it was me because of the ‘writing’😄 Pleaseee don’t be awkward if one day you meet me, you can imagine that I NEVER WRITE THIS. And I wouldn’t feel quite weird, too. I’m an adult now. That’s why I dare to write all this.

PLEASEEE DO NOT REPLIEDDD I DON’T CARE IF YOU JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU/YOU WILL VERY HATE ME LATER/YOU ONLY WANT TO JUDGE ME. I DON’T CARE. PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP YOUR HANDS AND MOUTH. OK ✌😅

Honestly, I want to send this letter by jne or pos, but it’s kinda traditional ya, and so cringes. And I forgot that was a technology called email to send my e-letter😅

And the last is i hope you are always doing well, you can move so quickly on your career path, your thesis, your love life, and your friendship!

Jika ada yang tertinggal i will send you again soon😅

PLEASE DO NOT REPLIED AND NEVER TELL ANYONE THAT WAS ME WHO SENT YOU A LETTER. I AM ALWAYS TRUSTING YOU. 😉 After this i will regret but nvm wkwkwkwk 😵‍💫 maybe next day i’m praying to god to erase today,

FROM….Anonymouse