it’s like nothing that I do now is me. the music I like doesn’t resonate. the places I go don’t seem the same. my own bedroom seems like a new place. something clicked and everything has gone downhill. bad grades. negative mindset. questions that can’t be answered. it’s like there’s an empty gap that wasn’t there before. 

I know that things come and go which is something that’s happened before. but I think too many left in one go and now the hole is bigger than before. I don’t want to move forward anymore because I’m scared it’s gonna get worse than where I am now.

FROM…. someone who’s detached <3