Your snapscore has gone up again. I wonder who you were talking too since you promised that there’s only me and I’m the only one. You know I love numbers but as I see those numbers change it breaks my heart. I don’t know when did we started to be apart.
I know you are probably getting the idea that I love you that’s why you’re drifting away and pretending to be busy. I know I was wrong. I was wrong in falling in love you when you made it clear that you don’t want a lover or a girlfriend. Am I too obvious? I just miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss our late night chats. But I already knew you found someone new.
It hurts me but it’s my fault for breaking the rules. I am trying now to let go of you. Let go of our memories. I’m already chatting someone who reminds me of the old you but then he is not you. I know I’m stupid but I love you. A part of me hopes that you will choose me. A part of me hopes that you feel the same way for me though I knew it’s never going to happen.
Nevertheless, I am happy for you. I am happy that you finally took the courage to turn your back on me. I am happy that you already let me go. I am happy for you and I will be praying for you. I love you Henry. I still do. I hope if we meet one day or if our paths crossed again, I wished I could smile to you and you can smile back for me. But right now, I’m letting go of all the hopes of a happy ever after with you.