To be honest, i think i loved you. and i know you would hate that. we were friends with feelings, now we are only friendly. you were my first love even if i wasn’t yours.
I think you will always have a place in my mind. sometimes even after all these years it’s hard to look at you or even think about you because it’s like i don’t know you like i used to.
Change is not bad, change is necessary. when you changed i realized you weren’t the one for me but i didn’t want to believe it because i had spent hours dreaming about how you could be my soulmate. it a was harsh realization when i came to terms with reality.
The hardest part was seeing how close we were and what we could’ve been. i wish you knew how i felt because you are so special to me.