Unfortunately, I am emotionally obsessed with you.
Don’t get flattered, this is not healthy. You only see me as a friend, or someone you think you can have for your fetishes. I don’t. We only know each other through words on our screens.
A hundred percent wish I could turn back time and not lie to you about me. I felt like I needed to lie to you just to feel loved or wanted.
The guilt I feel is haunting me every single day, it makes me cry every single night. I don’t want to hurt someone with a pure heart.