I’m writing this for me, it’s been 21 years since I lost you and I’m still having dreams about you that seem so real. I haven’t ever found the connection I have to you in anyone else.
Regardless of how much I let go. I know everything was my fault, I was a child with control issues and I regret it every day. But I guess since you will always be my biggest weakness maybe it’s best that I don’t have you in my life. Even though writing this all I can think is I would be happier than I have been in years. just seeing you in passing.