If you’re going to fall in love with me, here are some of the things you should know beforehand cry often. whether it’s during a movie, a sad song on the radio, or a regular Sunday morning. I’ll cry even when I speak of things that have hurt me, even if they no longer hurt anymore.
I am afraid of being left and I am afraid of not being good enough i will tell you how I hate myself, and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with every reason. you can tell me you love me countless times, but I will still be afraid of you leaving me. Don’t blame yourself. I have to expect the worst because I always get the worst. when I fall in love with you, I will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes. I will fall in love with the way you look while you’re sleeping. and the way your mouth curves when you say my name.
I can be difficult to love, but for me loving you will always be so easy. All I ask is that you don’t give up on me, and in return, will never give up on you, I will love you with my entire heart, and if one day you decide to leave, I will still think highly of you. I will still remember the kind-hearted person you are.
I’m so sorry M for everything, I loved you, and ik I confessed to you last minute but I love you to the moon and back. and if you don’t like me but it’s okay, having you in my life is enough