HAIIIIII yep writing this to you hoping this is actually something. I’ve grown to like you a lot, to remember your likes and dislikes, I like to write for you sometimes here and there. You have pretty eyes the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen to be honest and that cute smile your fluffy hair and how cool you are i admire you a lot and I’m not aware if this is how it works but first loves go crazy tbh admiration to love.
And I know this is stupid of me but the awareness of being the 2nd for you is always there whenever something happens that “she must’ve heard that too” and “she was here first” I’m just a mild replacement but she’s nothing like me and I’m nothing like her different inside out she’s short and cute and pretty and smart, she was there for 5 years and I’ve been here 5 months.
I feel like I’m the one after her, it took you 2 weeks to find me and you quickly fell in love that’s wild to me.