Hey, I never thought I will fell in love with you in this shorter amount of time. I know you have many things going on in your head and my feelings are not reciprocated much but still, I am holding onto you like a loser. But you know what I want to make you happy more than anything else, I want to give you everything you ever desired from a relationship.
Yeah maybe my mental health isn’t the perfect state but I can do anything for you.I may sound so desperate but yeah that much I love you. I am afraid that one day I Will open my eyes and You will not be here to talk to me, one day you will say Princess I can’t do this anymore, One day everything will vanish Yeah I am scared of losing you most.
I never loved anyone like this in this short amount of time. The sound in my head that started every day saying die due just fucking die already, the thoughts after seeing a knife, a blade, a pillow, my pills started to fade away and that space is filling with you….too much pressure for you right.No I am not planning to give this letter to you. you will feel suffocating for sure I know that much.
My thoughts are going to be a huge burden for you so …..I am not planning to let you see this.
I was scared that day when you said you wanted me to stop this,I was hell scared of not being able to see you talk to you, touch you, feel you.
The thought of not seeing you anymore is scary enough.