You are so, I don’t know how to describe it. Perfect. Perhaps that’s the word, but I don’t know what to say to you to make you realize that.
I’m scared of rejection. What if you like her? Even when you tell me that you don’t, then what about me? Do you also think of me that way. I hope not, I really love you a lot. I know that we don’t talk enough but overtime I feel like we can close that gap. But you have to do it too. I don’t want to have a one sided love. I need to see signs of you loving me like the way I love you. Show me that you love me. It hurts seeing you talk to her, why is it so easy for you? I miss us. We aren’t even together but I miss the thought of us being close, and closer.
Talk to me.
There are too many thoughts to think about it makes my head flustered because they are all about you.
